He's not gonna make it

Aku ada cakap dalam entry lepas aku nak rajin sket update blog, tapi besa la, x sampai jugak hajat. Bukan apa, sibuk dgn kerja, family & life - real life stuff. Jadi x jugak update blog. Oh lagi 1, kami ada beli Nintendo Wii, tu lagi 1 sbb aku x update blog. Dok main tennis in Wii Sports dan Madworld saja

Aku mmg igt nak buat review gig Decapitated, tapi hari ni aku update pasal kerja.

Weekend ni aku kerja (termasuk time aku tulis entry ni). Aku kalau kerja weekend, kena ada kat hospital dari pukul 8 pagi sampai 12 tgh hari, lepas tu aku kira 'on call back'. Maksudnya, kalau aku x sibuk aku boleh balik. Tapi selalunya kerja/ward round takkan abis pukul 12, selalu about 1-2pm baru abis. Aku kerja weekend, sekali dalam 3 bulan.

Kalau weekend aku kena jaga the whole ward, ward 25, oncology ward dan kalau ada Emergency Dept/GP referral. Jadi kena la jaga patients haematology (bab cancer darah - leukemia/lymphoma etc), medical oncology (chemo), radiation oncology (mmg specialty aku) dan palliative care - patients yg ada incurable cancer dan not long for this world....

Kelmarin, hari sabtu aku balik pukul 4.30 ptg sbb sabtu lagi sibuk dgn hari pertama weekend dan patient aku haram x kenal pun sebab byk patient haematology dan medical oncology yg aku mmg x cover pada hari kerja biasa. Selalunya patients haematology la yg paling aku malas nak jaga sbb depa ni yg slalu sakit! Haemoglobin 60, platelet 5, neutrophils 0.1 etc etc. pening kepala aku.

Time weekend jugak, untuk oncology, ada 2 org Dr jaga - sorang registrar (aku) dan sorang house surgeon (junior MO/houseman). Selalunya HS yg akan ikut Specialist haematologist dan aku cover yg lain2. HS aku weekend ni mmg aku kenai dan dia selalunya cover med. onc. Tgk2 dia pun sibuk dgn patients med. onc dia. Aku pun kena la ikut haematologist ni.

Hari berjalan mcm besa, not too bad. Dekat pukul 12 aku dapat page dari ED. Ada patient ni datang dgn batuk darah, ada history of metastatic hepatocellular carcinoma (cancer hati). Hb (blood count) ok, known to palliative care. Can you come and see him? Aku dgn HS aku pergi makan dulu dan lepas mkn kami berdua pergi ke ED.

Patient ni orang Maori, atau org asli aku dan Fid dok panggil. Umur baru 44, kaki botol. Ada cancer hati yg dah merebak ke paru-paru dia. Sebelum jumpa, aku review CT scan dia - Masha Allah, penuh paru2 dia dgn bintik2 cancer. Patut dok batuk darah. Ada jumpa palliative care team 18/5. Plan for some trial drug. Baru start oral chemo khamis lepas.

Pergi la jumpa patient ni. Kesian aku tgk. Muda lagi, badan dan muka penuh macam jerawat, most likely chemo related ulcers aku pikir, sbb start lepas chemo. Batuk x berenti patient ni. Kesian aku tgk, setiap kali batuk, mesti kluar blood clot dan kemudian fresh red blood. Aku buat exam, lungs sound so crap - crepitations everywhere.

Aku dok pikir apa aku nak buat. Aku bagi dia vitamin K sket, sbb INR dia 1.5. Kot2 sbb tu ka dia dok batuk darah. Pehtu aku pikir, patut aku call respiratory physician ke dak (Dr pakar paru2) nak arrange bronchoscopy kot2 dia bleh stop bleeding.

Aku tgk CT scan dia balik. Haram, camna nak stop bleeding! Byk sgt cancer dalam lungs. Aku pikir, patient ni akan mati x lama lagi ni. I have a gut feeling dan aku dah x tau nak buat apa dah...

Last2 aku pergi jumpa dia blk dgn HS aku, aku cakap kat dia "This is serious, I don't think you'll make it. I think you might die soon" Bini dia dah mula mata berair. Patient ni suh bini dia panggil family masuk. Org asli ni, kalau masuk spital, family members yg ramai akan ikut skali! Ahhhh sudah....

Dalam cubicle kecik ED tu, penuh dgn anak2, bini, sedara patient ni, HS & aku yg mcm dah dikepung dgn sedara mara. Gulp! So intimidating, gelabah aku, betui ka mamat ni nak mati ni?? What if I'm wrong?

Aku mula buka mulut, cerita balik cakap aku rasa batuk darah ni sbb cancer dah spread ke lungs and I don't think he'll make it. Kakak pt tu tanya - "What do you mean?" He's going to die aku cakap. Tapi aku x tau la brapa lama lagi dia akan ada kat dunia ni. Hanya Tuhan saja yg Maha Mengetahui... Abis, semua org dah mula nak nangis.... Betui ka mamat ni nak mati???? We'll get him to the ward as soon as.... Aku teruskan tugas lain mcm besa. tapi dok terpikir sorang2, betui ka mamat ni nak mati???

Selang 1 jam, sampai pt ni kat ward. Pergi tgk dia. Dia ckp batuk ok sket, tapi bg aku mcm sama saja. Aku bagi dia ubat lain kot2 batuk darah tu boleh clear sket dan ubat nak bg dia relax and hopefully not cough. Lepas tu aku pun balik....

Dalam pukul 7 mcm tu time dok dinner dgn Fid dan anak2, dapat page dari ward. Nurse ckp family dia nak bawak balik rumah kalau dia dah nak mati, oxygen concentrator ward bg pinjam. Pt ni dok jauh sket dari Hamilton - ada kot 2 jam dari sini. Aku ckp ok, blk naik ambulance. 

Dalam pukul 9 camtu, ward page lagi, patient ni mati dalam ambulance x lama lepas bertolak dari hospital.......

Perasaan aku bercampur. Sedih sbb ramalan aku rupanya menjadi kenyataan dan dok terbayang muka sedara pt tadi kat ED. Selalunya aku x penah cakap kat patient kata dia akan mati x lama lagi, ni la malam pertama aku cakap mcm ni kat pt. Aku cerita kat Fid, it was expected but didn't think it was that soon....

Hari ni, funeral home mintak aku buat death certificate. Aku pun buat la. Place of death: Back of St John's Ambulance....

So it is done....

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Exam aku dah abis semalam! Syok dah abis exam, tapi x tau la result macamana nanti. Besala dalam mana2 pun exam, ada yg boleh buat, ada yang x boleh. Untuk pengetahuan semua, ni exam Part 1 aku untuk jadi specialist dalam radiation oncology. Kalau pass, kena buat statistics assignment & research paper plak lps tu then baru bleh amik part 2 exam, selalunya dalam masa 2 thn lps amik part 1. Doakan kejayaan aku...

Lepas ni relax sket sampai la kluar result. Sempat la aku nak berblogging. Byk benda dlm kepala otak nak letak dlm blog ni.

Konsert Double Trouble 1 May 2010, Bukit Kiara Equestrian Park Indoor Arena..

hey guys, greeting to all rockers, metalheads, music lovers.. aku x pnh tulis blog2 ni.. tp skadar ingin berkongsi experience dan membantu kwn baik aku En. Doc Noorwan yg x sudah2 dgn exam dia (hang ni dah jd doktor pun kena amik exam lg, heran aku.. aku takot jd gila jaa nanti).. ahahaha..

1st May 2010, berlangsungnya satu konsert yg so much anticipated involving 2 of the most influential rock bands in Malaysia together in a series of concert which they had started 17 years ago. Needless explanation in the region, there's this legendary, Search + the bad boys in local rock scene, Wings sharing same stage in the Bukit Kiara Indoor Arena. Though I was arriving a bit late (half hour late to be precise) due to me myself and my band were performing in this 1 small gig in Kajang, I was still very much spirited to catch this history in the making. Just after finishing our last song in our own gig, I drove my friend's girlfriend's car to Bukit Kiara with an average speed mounted to 120km/h (finished double pedalling on stage, put the leg on the accelerator pedal.. ahaha).

We arrive at Bukit Kiara around 9.30pm where all the 4 lanes highway's already full with cars taking the spaces for parking along the road, leaving only the last right lane for motorist to use. Since we were late ourself, we just follow others and park on 3rd lane of the highway, assuming that the venue is just few meters further up. Well, it was not, we actually walked for 500meter to reach the venue. Along the walking, we noticed some people were heading back in frustration. (some of them were the band members from Butcher Bastard - Metal band from Penang, saying to us that its packed like hell there, cant see anything). We, nevertheless continue to reach the venue and arriving at the venue, it is totally packed full as hell. It is a horrible scene to see, yet it is how the great rock concert always looks like. The indoor arena were full of crowd (I think its more than 20,000 people inside the arena) , u cant even see its wall, with people in every corner/entrance pushing/struggling to make their way in, plus there's people fainted inside even have to be brought up by the crowd to make the way out, it looks like the guy/girl is doing crowd surfing/slamming/stage diving. It is frightening (the Indoor Arena is a 10,000 capacity, maybe 15,000 the most).

We intially try to make it on the main entrance on left side of the arena, the bands just finishing the double drum's solo with Yazid (Search) and Black (wings) on their sets. The drums solo were well composed. There's a part they were going at each other and there's also part they were playing simultanously at the same drum pattern and speed. It was awesome. Yet, its not as awesome as Kid and Amy suddenly appeared on stage respectively with Kid playing the solo's of Isabella, Search most notably much anticipated Love Slow Rock Song. Just by hearing the solo, the crowd went crazy with the more than 20,000 crowd singing along with amy, u cant even hear amy's voice. At the spot I'm standing people were chanting Amy's name just to show their appreciation to their hero.

After Isabella, Search continue with few more songs, their usual anthem's like Isi dan Kulit, Serigala Segalanya etc. But no PAWANA, their main anthem song, a must in their every show, I wonder why.. hmm.. And yet its not effected the full crowds as Awie the appeared on stage with Joe and people went crazy again plus some laughter as Awie as usual delivering some jokes as he make fool of himself and sometime make jokes on Amy. The Duo then sparing each other with some medley from both band's legendary song such as Gadisku, Rozana, Sejati, Rashidah Utama, Syakila etc. The best part is that both lead guitarist, both bassist and both drummer were playing exactly the same which u can even notice the different in their sound with only Din playing as a 2nd guitar. But I do notice that Awie singing Search song's is actually better than Amy singing Wings song (Well, thats arguably my personal view.. no disrespect to Amy.. hehehe..) And I do notice that Awie's voice is back at its best. He's low tone were as good as ever and his high pitch, screams are back at their best. (Awie in this recent few years were struggling to get back his 80's voice sound). The 9 rockers finish the session with Wings R N R Lu Punya Suka, with at the end of the song, Awie and Amy again went for a high pitching scream at each others delighting much for the crowd who just scream in satisfaction. They then put a close to the show with Search - Pasti 15 mins to midnite.

Anyway, for me personally, the highlight of the whole concert is the guitar solo part. The Stage were set black and dark, then there's this magnificent sound leaving the crowd in puzzle. Though all die hard followers of Search would already know that was Kid at work, the presentation is for me were really something. Then there's a spotlight shoot to the right side of the stage (guess what?? it is KID with his gitar.. ahahaha) Kid played a very nice guitar presentation that nite confirming that he is one of the best guitarist in Malaysia. Its been a long time to see Kid at his best although he did save the last Search Awan Biru Concert last year with his astonishing sound. Then to add it up, Joe appeared with his solo and the Duo then played a special composed solo with both guitarist exchanged some skills through out the session. It was AWESOME!!

To sums it up, the concert were brilliant, much more brilliant compared to the previous Search solo concert - Awan Biru. This time the sound system's were great, the stage, the lighting and of course this time u got Wings together on the bill, its nothing much to complaint about. Anyhow, the selection of the venue is actually not really satisfied me (the Awan Biru were held at the padang area, which can hold up more people and got some space to catch a breather). They should pick the bigger venue at 1st place. They already announced that they will be in Stadium Larkin next month as their next stop, I hope and I think all die hard fans of both bands were hoping that this is just a starting for The Double Trouble Series. Hope there will be another concert in KL in a bigger venue with bigger sponsorship pouring in. Anyhow, the concert which held without any sponsorship from big corporates has already put ashamed to another 2 sponsored live concert, TM - Ungu in Bkt Jalil and Celcom - Tokio Hotel in OU which held also on the same date. Both concert only managed to get not more than 5,000 crowds. Yeah, serve them right.. hahaha.. I still wonder why these rockers always got the double standard until now.. hmm..

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Malas betui aku nak study, exam jumaat depan. Byk buat benda lagha mcm internet, blogging, facebook (meluat aku org melayu dok type fesbuk, eja betui2 la!! byk lagi ejaan2 mcm ni yg aku menyampah) dan macam2 lagi la benda2 lagha. Jadi aku pun buat la entry kali ni

Aku dulu terjumpa 1 website ni nama Instructables di mana sapa2 yang ada idea2 ataupun apa2 saja nak kongsi sbg 'instructables' boleh menyumbang. Byk info hampa boleh jumpa kat sana. Macam2 org buat dan 'ajar' kat sana.

Dalam maling list minggu lepas ada featured Instructables pasai tajuk entry kali ni. Tanya wife, dia cakap vaselinedulu dah lama dibuang sebab Aliya telah melumurkan vaseline di atas lantai pada satu masa dahulu. Baru ujung minggu lepas kami beli kat pharmacy. Boleh tahan mahal gak benda ni! 100g = $7.60 NZD. 50g dlm $5 mcm tu. Tapi benda ni tahan lama....

Cakap pasal vaseline ni aku teringat baru teringat plak time aku amik SPM dahulu pada tahun 1996. Ada kawan aku nama Mat Zai. Time tu exam bio practical. Ada la specimen sotong dan a few others invertebrates kot. Tepi tu ada vaseline sket, tak igt aku tujuan asal sebenarnya. Yg kelakarnya, dia p letak vaseline kat specimen2 tu! Lawak betui. Kalau ada geng SPM 96 yg igt pasal exam bio ni, cuba cerita kat aku vaseline tu buat apa sebenarnya dalam exam tu

Sorry melalut dari tajuk entry plak. Teringat kat Mat Zai & kisah vaselinenya.

Anyway, semlm aku try kat DVD Wiggles Aiman. Aiman kalau dgn cd/dvd abis calar balar. Dah la dvd tu beli kat Sydney thn lepas. Aku cuba play, ada jugak sangkut, tapi aku rasa sbb mcm ada kesan Aiman tikam dgn pen kot.

Malam tadi aku cuba pulak dgn dvd Thomas the tank engine . Mula2 sangkut jugak! Lepas tu baca balik, dia cakap go along the inner circle. Buat skali lagi, kalau nak lap plak, kena from inner to outer.

Lepas tu masuk balik dlm dvd player, terus fwd ke scene 5 - tak sangkut!! fwd/rwd semua ok! YEAHHHHH!

(Vaseline/petroleum jelly + scratched cd/dvd ) - excess vaseline = working cd/dvd = jimat $

Siap ada math equation tu!

Kalau sapa2 ada cd/dvd calar boleh la cuba cara begini. Semoga mujarab....

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LOVE METAL made in London Astoria (Winter 2007)

Hello to everybody who's reading this review. I ve never done this type of work since the day Thanatopsis Zine was defunct. Even back at that time, I was damn too lazy (still am) to contribute even Noorwan Warlock was fed up .. Still, the Thanatopsis days were quite sweet for both us as budak2 nak kenal dunia musik underground and we were once called by Wan Warlock's mom as 'The Underground Publisher' ..Seriously? Yes, of course...Enough about those sweet memories, I would like to present you guys with my backdated review as the event was actually in December 2007. So, enjoy or if u just found it sucks just read it halfway okay..?
What come across your mind upon the word Love Metal.? I bet, the Finnish band fronted by a skinny 'Mat Fit' guy called His Infernal Majesty or H.I.M. Im not an avid fan of them, though i find some of their songs great. The reason I went to see them was due to the fact that my wife is (maybe was) an avid fan of Vallo and HIM of course and the way we managed to get into the concert was quite funny as well. I got the ticket from the 'Ulat Tiket' (..he he he bukan kt sini saja ada especially time raya, dekat konsert HIM di tengah-tengah London pun ada.). Before anything, I went to London with my wife, around 2 years ago. It was our dream to visit the first world country..and UK to be specific is the best place. Sebelum ni dok tengok gambar-gambar Wan Warlock saja kat London plus tons of fantastic pictures of mighty Emperor, Morbid Angel, Nile, Immortal shows. To be honest Napalm Death first show in KL around year 2001 if Im not mistaken was the last gig I attended. I almost forgot all the details pertaining to this event but Ill try my best though.

We went to the venue the day before and we saw the fans already lined up to enter venue even at 11 a.m. (The show starts at 6 p.m. and there were two shows on the 12th and 13th of December 2007 and we went to the 13th show). We were quite nervous upon entering the venue (The Famous 'Astoria London'). My friend Fathi who was working in London that time laughed me off as he told me that Astoria is the place for gays. Who cares anyway as long as I can see the band. In fact many legendary bands had performed here. We had some security check right at the door and were cleared despite of the tasty orange juice being seized..yes Orange Juice kat sana adalah Orange Juice dgn kata sebenar (takdak tipu2 tmbh perisa mcm kita kat sini).

So when we were inside it's already full house and this Emo band or anything 'yang swaktu dengannya ' called Kill Hannah were performing. One thing I noticed there were only 15 to 20 % males and the the rest were females. They were kind of suck n I felt quite gelii to watch them, so we just wait for HIM.


When the time finally came, HIM delivered it the way they do. Vallo's voice was remarkably stunning (sebijik sejibik) and gals love him (due to the fact that lingeries n teddy bears were thrown at him). Most of the numbers performed that night was from Venus Doom and I was not familiar with any of those songs since Im into old HIM. I enjoyed the show though when they performed Wicked Game (their version of course), Funeral of heart, plus many songs from their first three albums. My wife did sing along to the songs (she's into early HIM as well) and to be honest I really enjoyed it when I saw her enjoying the show.

It was quite a good performance by them and their musicianship seemed flawless n knowing that 40 pounds we forked out for the show really worth for the money spent as well once in a life time experience. We would never come to London again as we would never afford to come again..he he

The shows ended around 10 at night and just by the road they were selling Merchandise (official HIM's merchandise) we were just windowing (which we regretted later because we shud have at least buy the poster or tour tshirt) as we needed to catch up the train to Malaysia Hall hostel plus it was too cold to stay outside since it was only our second day there and we were still coping with such cold winter. We rushed to the Tottenham Court Road tube station and headed to Queensway tube station n walked to Bayswater with our telinga still bengang but yet with sheer satisfaction.

Next review would be Therion's 20th Anniversary live in London 4 days after. Behold

KRISIUN LIVE IN ADELAIDE 22 APRIL 2009

By Lutfie
Review ni dah lama overdue sebab tak ada interest nak menulis, maklumlah full-time student. Anyway, KRISIUN(Brazil) with special guest DAWN OF AZAZEL(New Zealand) live in Light Square, Adelaide adalah gig yang aku pergi sebab dah lama gian nak 'hangguk-hangguk'. Krisiun adalah band yang aku minat sebab tight-ness live performance diorang dan intensity of brutal death metal yang dibawa oleh Krisiun yang totally mind-blasting since their beginning!. Gig ni sangat berbaloi dengan adanyaNew Zealand death metallers Dawn of Azazel yang before that aku tak berapa nak masuk bila layan studio album diorang, tapi this show had totally changed my perception.Dawn of Azazel fucking rip your head off!.
Anyway, this gig was held at the smallest venue I have ever been to, a pub with shortest stage (rendah sikit dari takat lutut aku), small crowd area, and low ceiling. I would say it is a ‘stuffed’ area. Aku sangat terkejut dengan penganjuran venue tersebut untuk band macam Krisiun, tapi when Adelaide crowd just gets out once a year, you can expect freakin’ poor turnout, hence explaining the size of venue.

Routine biasa aku pegi gig is beli tour shirt (Krisiun Southern Storm) dan hangout with some uni friends that came along. Nothing much I did but excitedly waited for the bands to start. Ada 2 local acts yang support this gig which were Tzun Tzu(old school brutal Japanese influenced death metal) and Closed Casket(metalcore).

Masa Closed Casket started off, aku tak expect much from a metalcore band, for the typical boring metalcore scream and breakdowns. Other than that, they had good showmanship like a lot of other Australian bands I have seen. Satu je benda yang aku kagun dengan band sini, showmanship yang terbaik, regardless the style.

Second band yang main was Tzun Tzu. A band of elites. Aku kenal Don(guitarist,ex-Martire) sebab selalu join dan deal for cds kat forum yang beliau participate. Old school death metal yang underground habis! Tapi elemen Japanese yang band ni cuba bawak mungkin tak berapa clear apa yang Japanese nya apart from intro, intermediate, and outro with Kitaro-like soundtracks. Good stuff nevertheless.

Next up was Dawn of Azazel. Aku first time tengok diorang ni dan tak expect much from them but I was totally wrong. Sungguh pun lagu-lagu diorang memang aku tak familiar, tapi vibe live diorang memang mengancam! Showmanship Rigel (bassist) was totally mad and the crowd really went crazy. Aku pun dah mula terangsang dengan ‘intensity’ of their performance dan headbanging tak beragak dekat depan stage (siap tupang kaki kat atas stage, hehe).Aku ter-warm up awal pulak throughout the whole Dawn of Azazel’s set. Antara focus lain aku masa diorang main adalah drummer, yang cukup kental, padat, laju, brutal!.Memang pakai trigger, tapi antara penggunaan trigger yang optimum bagi aku, especially with the speed. Dawn of Azazel adalah antara band New Zealand yang makin mantap representing the continents down under. Maybe next time, kalau diorang turun lagi, aku mesti tengok!

Rigel of Dawn of Azazel

The mighty Krisiun was up next. Setup band agak simple.Pretty much like Dawn of Azazel’s setup. Alex dan comrades were very friendly and humble death metallers. Masih terngiang-ngiang di kepala aku diorang sangat appreciate crowd yang hadir malam tu, walaupun venue kecik, crowd tak besar tapi appreciation tu tak buat aku rasa Krisiun ni is a superior band(although in fact, they are). Throughout the set, performance Krisiun memang tip top, brutal, full-speed, loud, and reckless! Walaupun 3 piece band je, tapi vibe live tu memang brutal. Aku tak ingat setlist malam tu and I never even cared what would they present, tapi setiap lagu buat aku hangguk-hangguk macam gila. Dahlah masa Dawn of Azazel aku banging bagai nak gila, masa Krisiun pun rasa nak tercabut leher. Contact band dengan crowd sangat dekat dan ‘threatening’.

Krisiun in action

Berapa kali aku terpaksa sambut stand mike Alex yang asyik terjatuh sebab crowd depan stage mosh ganas (aku still melekat kat depan stage sampai set Krisiun). Ada satu lagu yang aku hafal liriknya; ‘She dies everytime she speaks my name’ yang aku sing along depan batang hidung Alex, dan Alex perasan aku terpekik-terlolong cuba sing along dengan beliau, dia kasi aku ‘fist punch’ setiap kali aku nyanyi line lirik tu.hahah.So cool. Selang beberapa lagu, Alex berterima kasih dgn crowd yang attend malam tu. ‘We really thank you all for coming out partying with us tonight, without all of you, we are fucking nothing!’ Lebih kurang macam tu lah Alex berterima kasih pada crowd.Very humble. Other than that, antara perkara yang aku paling kagum dengan Krisiun adalah stamina diorang masa main throughout the set. Lagu-lagu yang brutal dan laju make me conclude; bukan calang-calang orang boleh main sampai 12 lagu straight set, especially the drummer yang aku tengok paling focus out of all members. Krisiun main dalam 3 encore malam tu (tak ingat exactly berapa sebab rasa panjang pulak encore). Aku mengharapkan lagu cover Sepultura ‘Refuse/resist’ dari album Southern Storm, walaupun mengah jerit suruh main, tapi nampaknya tak ada chance. Dalam crowd sepanjang set Krisiun, aku nampak Rigel(Dawn of Azazel) yang duk layan moshing dengan crowd dan sekali sekala berborak dengan budak-budak dalam crowd.

Alex of Krisiun

From the other side of the stage

Alex

Semat jugak gambar ni,hehe

All in all, it was a very worth gig that I have spent on. Probably, tahun ni kalau nak rankingkan best death metal show yang aku dah pergi tengok would be : 1.Krisiun 2.Suffocation(ni jadi tak best sebab aku dapat tengok half the set je, kalau full sure top Krisiun) 3.Dawn of Azazel. Good times.

Author with Alex and comrades at the back right before Krisiun kicked off

P/S: Crappy pics sebab aku bawa kamera tapi lupa bawa bateri, ended up aku guna kamera phone je.Hence explaining the terrible quality of pictures.